So when I first started out as a photographer, I only wanted to do headshots.  Headshots for actors, musicians, artists, etc.  It seemed the most logical since I spent most of my life as a performer and certainly know a lot of 'em.  Then I took some kid pics.  Then some family pics.  Then some artsy fartsy landscape pics with special editing.  Then I did a few stylized shoots.  Then some couples.  Then some event photography.  Small business photography. Then a wedding.  Ahhhhh. 

Since launching my business in October 2011, I've experienced most kinds of photography and have changed my mind at least a thousand times. :)  I think I just love it so much and always feel good during & after a session that I can't say no to anything!

BUT...I finally made the decision to focus on engagements & weddings.  It's a super competitive industry, and I am going up against people with infinitely more experience, better equipment, and major connections.  And it's a little daunting.  Ok, it's terrifying.  I look at the portfolios of people just in my immediate area and get intimidated.  Although I can spot weakness in certain photos, I don't usually look at the pics of others and immediately think I can do better.  I simply look at the photos and wish I'd be there to capture something different.  Or wonder what angle I would've used or what lens. 

I get excited going through magazines and creating pictures in my head of the next wedding I'll shoot.  The bride from the first June wedding I shoot this year just sent me a photo of her wedding dress...and that inspired me so much.  I now know exactly what vibe this wedding is going to have, and I already have a series of poses for her AND for her groom that will fall perfectly into place

I did my stylized bridal shoot this past weekend with the intent of getting better at what I do...so that my 2012 and 2013 brides & grooms will benefit from that practice and work.  I want them to have an incredible experience.  I already feel confident in my ability to take good portraits when time is on my side and I can manipulate certain elements (and get a few do-overs if needed!), but working with different lighting, being quick on the draw with several lens lengths, action shots, etc...those are the moments at the wedding that require a fast eye and a deft hand. 

I plan to continue taking headshots and pursuing the couples/engagement/marriage/loveydovey kind of photography because that's my true passion.  I'm a gooey person and I love photographing other gooey people. :)  My other sessions...family and kid portraits, pets, maternity, etc. will mainly be reserved for family & friends.  I will continue to take other projects (for small businesses and other random possibilities) as they come, and I hope to take on volunteer work whenever I am able.  What's the point of doing this all if you can't ever give back to the community? 

I hope I've chosen well.  I know that no matter what, I will love what I'm doing, and give each session I shoot 1000% every time.